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by Handsome and the Humbles

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1.
Be Around 01:40
1.Be Around Just ‘cause someone doesn’t tell you It don’t mean they ain’t down Sometimes the best thing you can do Is be around Don’t try and tell me it will get better Man, it always gets better And it always gets worse Ain’t no such thing as a blessing Without a curse
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Now I Know 04:25
Now I Know How did I get here? What have I done? Think I can trade this in for another one? Where am I going? What have I become? When’d I become the type to cut and run? All I’m holding feels so heavy It’s so hard to let things go When everything means so much Nothing means anything You’d think maybe now I’d know Now I know Was it a breakdown When I lost time? Can’t find a reason, Can’t find the rhyme Maybe I’m broken Am I just lost? When I come to, I’ll try and count the cost All I’m holding feels so heavy It’s so hard to let things go When everything means so much Nothing means anything You’d think maybe now I’d know Now I know All I’m holding feels so heavy It’s so hard to let you go When everything means so much Nothing means anything You’d think maybe now I’d know Now I know
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Nice Things 04:17
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You Walked Away You walked away and I was sinking through the floor I wanted you You wanted something more than I could give You’re slipping through the cracks What we had is lost It ain’t ever coming back And for what it’s worth I never knew how hard it’d be—how much it’d hurt To let you go I thought you’d like to know The bottle blurs, the smoke obscures the grisly scene Doused in Dickel, burned in hellfire gasoline Sometimes I say things I don’t mean I mean more than I say And I ain’t trying to make a scene I ain’t begging you to stay And for what it’s worth I never knew how hard it’d be—how much it’d hurt To let you go I thought you’d like to know Am I lost or just losing Everything I’ve ever known? What’s the cost of real living On your own All alone? And for what it’s worth I never knew how hard it’d be—how much it’d hurt To let you go I thought you’d like to know
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Searching For Jesus Searching for Jesus—he was somewhere on the ceiling And you’re praying that you’ll never ever Come down from this feeling It’s a strange thing to feel so warm and safe And yet still be so afraid Once it’s all over and the heaviness sets in You’ll climb up these walls just to find it once again It’s a strange thing to feel so afraid When you were so warm and safe Oh, maybe next time will be better Oh, maybe next time’s gonna last Oh, try and hold on to these moments before they pass Searching for Jesus—he was somewhere on the ground That moment that you lost Can it someday be found? It’s a strange thing to feel so alive And just fear that you could die Once it’s all over and this feeling starts to fade This thing that you’ve become is not a choice you would have made It’s a strange thing to wish that you could die When just now you felt so alive Oh, maybe next time will be better Oh, maybe next time’s gonna last Oh, try and hold on to these moments before they pass Searching for Jesus—he was somewhere on the ceiling And you finally found each other in the moment you stopped breathing
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Fades Away 04:11
I’ll be damned if I apologize Never been good with long goodbyes And what are we to do I waited here for you Swore you loved me and I loved you too I figured out Anyone can change I figured out Everything good fades away Everything good fades away My head is broken and my heart is wasted Couldn’t touch it so I had to taste it Now what are we to do If what we had is through Swore you loved me and I loved you too I figured out Anyone can change I figured out Everything good fades away Everything good fades away Maybe I was wrong Sometimes at night I reach for you when I forget you’re gone Can’t shake these dreams of you And I pray You’re reaching for me too I figured out Anyone can change I figured out Everything good fades away Everything good fades away
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Days without showers and driving for hours Listening to the same old sad songs Pink motel tiles and Gideon Bibles Goddamn, I feel so alone All these late nights and drinking Have set me to thinking about what is and will never be The nights you would phone When you were alone Pining for my company These stars over Dallas Are planes coming in It’s late, and I’m crashing Tomorrow, I’m leaving again Leaving again And I would oblige you God, you know that I liked to I’m fact, I grew pretty fond But it all fell apart I broke your heart I was afraid, and then you were gone These stars over Dallas Are planes coming in It’s late, and I’m crashing Tomorrow, I’m leaving again Leaving again The pain that I caused The love that I lost The good thing I cast aside The wrongs that I’ve done So close to the sun I fell down when I got too high These stars over Dallas Are planes coming in It’s late, and I’m crashing Tomorrow, I’m leaving again Leaving again
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I Don’t Get High Anymore Scar on her forehead and busted out front tooth Mementos from a trucker in Duluth If he was the devil, then I guess he got his due Two shots, guess I won’t see him no more You’ll never ever hear me say I’m sorry You know a job’s a job where I come from Eighty dollars is a hell of a lot of money When you don’t get high anymore Did a job and got out as fast as I could For a ride down 35 where the money’s real good Bastard said he’d hit me—oh god, I wish he would You know how it goes Guess I won’t see him no more You’ll never ever hear me say I’m sorry You know a job’s a job where I come from Eighty dollars is a hell of a lot of money When you don’t get high anymore Diesel smelling shoes She’s got a busted out front tooth Hazy memories of a well used youth It was never for the money If you want to know the truth Do what you love and you’ll never work a day You’ll never ever hear me say I’m sorry You know a job’s a job where I come from Eighty dollars is a hell of a lot of money When you don’t get high anymore I don’t get high anymore I don’t get high anymore I just get numb
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Why I Grieve 03:27
Close my eyes and shut my mouth There’s nothing left to talk about You walked in and you walked out Guess it serves me right Put that record on again 33 and 1/3 RPM Whiskey neat and ambien I’m gonna sleep tonight I was so damn glad to see you Even though I knew you’d leave Figured somehow we might make it through That’s why I grieve Why I grieve You said that he was back in town Figured he might come around Told me I should speak up now It felt to late to fight I said that I was moving on Figured you were already gone Did I lie or was I wrong? Now I can’t sleep at night I was so damn glad to see you Even though I knew you’d leave Figured somehow we might make it through That’s why I grieve Why I grieve I guess some stories end this way Neither knows the thing to say Close your eyes, it fades away
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I know you’re afraid that I’ll blow your cover I’d be lying to say I ain’t afraid of that too Sometimes it’s harder to lose a confidant than a lover When everyone’s naked Everything’s true We did what we did Now it’s done, and we’re off and running I might have told you some things we both thought were true Speeding off now to to different places Both frightening and stunning But when I’m alone, my heart keeps returning to you Those songs that we sang like no one was listening They still ring in my head like I’m holding you I can see your eyes in the moonlight The pain it is glistening Everyone hurts when it’s all through We did what we did Now it’s done, and we’re off and running I might have told you some things we both thought were true Speeding off now to to different places Both frightening and stunning But when I’m alone, my heart keeps returning to you We did what we did Now it’s done, and we’re off and running I might have told you some things we both know weren’t true Speeding off now to to different places Both frightening and stunning But when I’m alone, my heart keeps returning to you

about

By: Steve Wildsmith
The best songs, the thinking goes, are the ones written from real-life experiences, but those experiences sometimes exact a heavy toll.
Josh Smith, the singer and songwriter for Handsome and the Humbles, knows that all too well. “Alt-Country,” the new album by the Knoxville-based Americana outfit, is built on a foundation of loss that knocked the gregarious and affable frontman to his knees … but in so doing, gifted him with a record that smolders like the orange coals of a once mighty conflagration.
“None of these songs are really about my dad, but the sadness I experienced from his death, as well as the loss of my marriage, is pretty much the foundation of this album,” Smith says.
It’s a profoundly intimate affair, evolving from the skeletal framework of scribbled lyrics in the dead of night and rudimentary chords on an acoustic guitar. Upon those bones, Smith and guitarist Josh Hutson began to bring the record to life in Hutson’s garage (affectionately nicknamed “The Ding Don Den”) using an iPhone interface to record everything but drum tracks on three songs.
“I’d lay down an acoustic track, he’d do electric, then I’d do bass and vocals, and we’d go back and do background vocals,” Smith says. “They started sounding better than we anticipated, so we just decided that since it’s so hard to get everyone together, we’d just release what we have.”
Along the way, they migrated to professional studios and recording spaces, adding band members (guitarist Marcus Balanky, former-and-sometimes-fill-in drummer Lauryl Brisson) and friends (drummer Kris “Tugboat” Killingsworth, organist Matt Coker) to sculpt the tracks into a fully realized new record.
The finished creation is both warm and familiar and a startling departure, made evident by the opening track “Be Around.” Ruminations on friendships during those dark times buoyed his spirits and inspired the shimmering ambiance that owes as much to the Flaming Lips as it does to any alt-country touchstones to which Handsome and the Humbles compare.
And yet those touchstones remain … polished in ways that are a direct result of the musical intimacy shared between friends who first shared a stage together as teenagers. On “Now I Know,” Hutson plays a guitar-slinging foil every bit as adept as Nels Cline to Smith’s Jeff Tweedy, stomping through a swirling maelstrom of regret over the end of the latter’s marriage: “When everything means so much, nothing means anything,” he sings, bone-tired weariness hanging on every syllable, regret tinging every chord.
That regret lingers on “Nice Things” – “you’d think by now I’d be better than this” are the words of a man still coming to terms with a profoundly life-changing experience, and once again Hutson’s fretwork serves as Smith’s North Star through the foggy remnants of remorse.
Here’s the thing about “Alt-Country,” though: Smith’s stories might burn like straight whiskey, but the music is the sweet fire of bliss that follows. Whether it’s Brisson on
sticks giving “Fades Away” a “D’yer Mak’er”-style groove or Coker coaxing “Exile”-era Stones juju on a song like “You Walked Away,” there’s joy to be found in this collection, if for nothing else than the simple fact that pain fades and the sun always rises.
Light, Smith has learned over time, is always on the horizon, somewhere in the distance, guiding a path through the darkness. That’s a theme that Handsome and the Humbles have championed since the band came together around an EP titled “Hallelujah, Alright,” the capstone of which, “Knoxville Lights,” was a shambling rock ‘n’ roll homage to the cityscape as seen from a weary traveler crossing the mountains. Two full-length records followed — “Have Mercy” and “We’re All the Same,” along with another EP (“400 Cigarettes”) a couple of years ago.
“Alt-Country” is a continuation of the band’s journey to places “both frightening and stunning,” as Smith croons on the new record’s final track, “Returning to You.” And as that song fades, he assures us: “When I’m alone, my heart keeps returning to you.”
It seems natural to assume he’s talking about the loved ones he’s lost along the way, but there are greater forces at work here, made evident in the beauty carved from the granite face of pain:
He’s returning to the light, and the fans and bandmates and opportunities that music has always provided, and we are all the better for it.

credits

released May 19, 2023

Lyrics by Josh Smith//Music by Josh Smith and Josh Hutson
Except:

Stars Over Dallas- lyrics by Josh Smith and Brian Paddock
All songs Mastered by Thomas Smith
All songs recorded by Josh Hutson and Josh Smith (In the Ding Dong Den) and mixed by Josh Hutson and Thomas Smith
Except:
You Walked Away- recorded and mixed at Castle Greyscale by Kris "Tugboat" Killingsworth
Nice Things and Fades Away- recorded and mixed by Thomas Smith


Josh Smith-lead vocals, acoustic guitars, bass, backing vocals
Josh
Hutson-guitars, vocals, keyboards, programming
Marcus
Balanky-slide guitar, builder of magnificent gear
Lauryl Brisson-drums on Fades Away and Nice Things
Kris "Tugboat" Killingsworth-drums on You Walked Away
Matt Coker-Organ on You Walked Away

Josh Smith would like to thank Josh Hutson, and Josh Hutson, Josh Smith

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